♥‘Ark’ of love……………………missed u loads...♥

Sobbed away for months but couldn’t erase your face,

My love for you never  faded even when I passed through this nonchalant maze,

Craving for you is still the same without a changed leaf,

A mistake brought us together for life and destiny it is what I believe

I dreamt of you even with my eyes open,

The pain which I gave you returned to me as a grateful token,

Strong was I when u held my hand and walked the pavement of life,

But without you my soul was marauded and my heart stayed broken.

The wait to touch you is worth a million chances of win,

Your coming back into this space changed the way I always have been,

Will take care of all your tears and lock your painful whim,

Hurted you but now its payback time for all my deliberate sins.

A face to die for and tresses worth caressing,

She is the queen of my hearts whose thoughts seem mesmerizing,

 Looks mattered earlier but now her and mine existence is all the same,

She is the boon of my life but I still consider myself as her biggest bane.

I cared for you but I failed to walk through the dark,

I sank below my thoughts and I felt as if an injured lark,

Had resources to help me sail along,

But your absence made a dent is Ari’s free flowing ark…………….

PRAC’TISH’ING LOVE……..

Traits whispered into my ears and made my day,

I know her a lot now, how I would rather say,

Her ‘pinch’ worked magic, shifting my gaze away,

Its panache for you or' beauty and enigma' conspired that way.

Face which moved’ ari’ with its divinity and might,

Mole decorates the left and dimple compliments being absolutely right,

She has a gift as she makes people forget their plight,

Ailments of incurable state, vanishes, when they meet her sight.

Privileged was the persuasion which made me add up her list,

I just didn’t meet her but with alluring destiny had a tryst,

Scores of my ego came crashing down and panted amidst,

Heartbeats raced when she ‘SALSA’ED into my heart with her clenched fist.

Beauty is she while black adds a subtle charm,

Eyes asking which veil they deserve for that hushed romance,

Unkempt hairs make the serenity grow in a more lethal way,

Pink attire and flaunting smile, slowly pushed this debris in a trance.

I wonder why I didn’t meet her earlier and made this piece for her,

Dragged past the ‘dominoes’ and allowed her dreams to usher,

My life stays the best and attractive in a way,

Just closed her snap for the twentieth time today and m still not over.

Could have gone on and on but I chose modulating my whims,

Melted me like, over the coffee her vanquishing aroma brims,

Together we stay, I doubt, as god has made for her better schemes,

But ‘TISH’ED out a SA’TISH’FIED PRAC’TISH’ to cherish all, in my dreams.

PEARL ‘AMOUR’…..

Wanted by every other guy strolling around,

Gifts one loose, some earthly, while some way too profound,

Come what may she won’t cease a chance,

To fill your life with her ever chirpy sound.

Storms do bend when they see her face,

Still some fighters love getting lost in this tormenting maze,

It’s the time she takes up love in her stride,

Else more PEARLS will be saying 'amour' with hands to embrace.

Unexpected things occur with her in every other while,

Surprises may be a ‘bourno’ or a set of glittering smile,

In trouble though she won’t even frown a bit,

Will show you the leo traits or her usually enacted skit.

Wants attention but gets overdosed often in the way,

Strong will as amidst these her focus would never sway,

Will say the truest of things which no one would believe,

Would keep you on the toes and even expectations at bay.

She knows she has got a thing or two buried inside,deep,

Ego triumphs,as no one knows or gets to peep

Into her heart,she fails to understand that lover’s pain,

Accept the pearl, he means amour and its driving him insane.

IT’S W’OENDR’FUL……

 My Dreams never looked so real before,

Tides of sanity ,after a years,reached ashore;

The morning started off with your name popping on my screen,

The brief stay of urs,makes me curious and craving for more.

It has been years, but we didn’t talk much,

Maybe because to woo a scholar, I never had a plan or such;

Still ‘better late than never’ aptly shapes the while,

 It Feels W’OENDR’FUL knowing u better and trying to make u smile.

Cooks and paints with utter zest and zeal,

Slowly strengthening her realms in the ‘MECHATRONICAL’ skill,

Among the very best I ever heard of with connections,

Kudos to her talent…and modesty is what she maintained even then and still.

May seem a fragile and uninteresting person to start,

Though deep inside she is an unrelenting stalwart;

Jotting down those dark secrets amidst her busy schedule;

Though great at all trades, I wish calling her circuit’s Mozart.

A newly made friend and my newest adjective hub,

She adds up in the my elite admirers club,

The spelling glitch in the title is a deliberate dedication to her name;

I hope this alliance grows up more and she always stays the same.

‘MATH’MERIZED……

Sent far off in search of my true self,

Threw myself amidst the other probables,

Entered the ballroom to put on my dancing shoes;

Where I saw, an enigmatic damsel, busy in herself.

Curiosity prevailed and my blinks made me feel a bit edgy,

Ignored me as if I wasn’t meant to be there,

Just a glance is what I wished from her;

 For which to heaven I sent many a prayer.

Performances were bleak not hers but mine,

I wasn’t bothered though as I was happy to see her shine,

Heard her speak to me as numbers danced in my head;

So MATH’merized’ was I, skipped my dine that very day at nine.

Winter came and we were dressed as better performers,

Had variety with the better ones throwing tantrums,

She skipped all these and settled down being clad in blue;

All horns blared but her silence proved to be most true.

Years went by as I learned a trick or two about my trade,

Winner in my own ways but a thought gives me a shudder,

Couldn’t say a thing when she was around those days;

And even now, there are many lines which I still can’t utter.

She made me feel good about numbers and signs,

She made the horrid stage feel like a shrine,

Got brains to captivated even the deities of intellect, but;

She still misses the link that why I skipped the dine that day at nine.

I TRIED…..I DID!

Blood dropping from my marauded flesh,

Death, slowly, taking me in its captive hold,

It’s hurting but I crawl towards the senseless figure

With closed eyes, in which my entire world would behold.

I remember the day we started our tour of well being,

Looking at those eternal eyes, my entire day would go by,

Shivering in cold was I and the wounds worsened my case,

But caring about self, was a rule, for her which didn’t apply.

Her single bruise would have driven me mad,

Because she was not a part, but the complete me,

Today when I raise her up my lap and call,

I see a battered, wounded self, though I believe this isn’t she.

One day she fell and I closed that path forever,

Without looking at her face, I resigned to start my day,

Now I run and run, with her in my hands, to make her feel a bit,

Tried all I could do and m still at it, so silent still she would lay.

Got hit were we when driving our thing,

She confronted the wrath, evaded me getting hit,

Secluded place and the sun was blazing hot,

I, with my, weakened hands, touched, but she wouldn’t move a bit.

Critical is she, because those beautiful eyes are lost,

Brown, deep and enchanting were they, only few of their kind,

Years passed and she is here typing this for me,

Now I love her more than before, as she the only hope, when now, I am “BLIND”

FREEWAY………

Step aside as my vehicle is gonna hit the road,

Trembling will be the floundering sculptures,

Wish them luck and hope the street is a bit broad,

Cos I am gonna tear this FREEWAY into ruptures.

Fate, for me destined my ride,

Wondered why I was so late though!

On switching the ignition I never took such pride,

But now , even to me the swiftest, is gonna bow.

Roads are small when I collate ‘em with my dream,

Though shining like armour of a robust knight,

Winner’s badge rests on my chest and I do have a scheme,

To labour and challenge the FREEWAY with my all congregated might.

My kin once said “you will go places, son”,

 “But drive slow we often hear many people say”,

I believe sloth and apathy have lived their day,

and today speed is the only way to win life’s FREEWAY.

BEING HAPPY…

Woke up with a broken jaw and later broke my fist,

Went to my doc, where he told, I developed an incurable cyst

Going to work, fell in the mud and was all dirt clad,

Smile was which I never lost and nothing made me sad

Lost my job and landlord threw me out of the house,

Was searching my lost key in the dump, aah! , got bitten by a mouse

Bruised finger, tattered clothes but still a smiling me,

Same was I, years back when robbed off my entire college fee.

Was urgent but still I missed the last train,

Got an x-ray of my head and found, alas “I never had a brain!”

People laughed and made fun of me in the broad day light  ,

I smiled the incident off when I knew I had an option to fight.

Neither a coward, nor a nerd, nor a geek was I,

But I chose to walk along, smiling, like a steady passer-by,

Achieved everything in my quest and now so happy do I lay,

I won the game of life because “BEING HAPPY” was my quote of day.

THIS ONE IS FOR YOU…..SUKI DI

♠UNKNOWN LEAF♠

A strong breeze blew and brought an unknown leaf;

Threw it away but days after picked it, as I had a belief,

Wiping, with it, my old tears to make my charm grow new,

It did all, silently, without saying that it was you.

My love left me deserted, but the leaf never parted way,

 Slept beside me all night and slowly in my ear it would say,

“Never throw me the way you did the very first time”

I kept it for long and was ceased to commit the smallest of crime

Changed my ways, changed my whims, chained my brutal self,

Lost it somewhere and in my old memories I, had to delve,

What was it, in front of which I couldn’t even lie?

Why are tears rolling down my cheeks, when I don’t want to cry!

I grew old, but could never diminish the pain,

That I felt on loosing the leaf as it made me sane,

Now I stand amidst a storm, folding hands and pray,

Kill me soon and spare me the bane or send the same leaf back again.

♥X and Y...A HISTORY IN MAKING♥

Life gives a chance to everybody;the difference between a success and a failure is not about destiny,its about looking out to the destiny and holding its hand when it wants to escort you.For me X and Y is my destiny,my love ,my dream.I have seen a lot in my life,both good and evil,both real and vague,both in and out,but what's the point if I keep all my experiences,my so small yet so pronounced ones,just to myself and not share them with my loved ones.We feel sorry for the dumb and illiterate , who can't express themselves to the extent they want to,but what is the use of feeling bad,we won't be a bit better  if we don't voice our emotions and sentiments to people.We all do or try to do it,the only difference is that I am trying to do it a bit differently,in form of a Book,My Book,X and Y.


This 'would be' Book of mine,centers around two characters,two entirely independent individuals,one being X and other being Y.The parallel ongoing plot continues,portraying both their Life sagas in a descriptive manner with twists and turns,each being tensed,happy,dubious etc in their respective individualities.Even with both the characters being of opposite sex,this is ,by no stretches of imagination,a LOVE STORY.The individuals meet at the very end chapter of the book and their acquaintance results in the unfolding of several untold mysteries of their respective lives;now what the mysteries are ,how they fall into them,and how they unfold,comprises the entire storyline.

A saga of lust,deceit,friendship,romance,betrayal and many more human traits,X and Y promises to be a bet worth gaming for.I wish all my readers and close ones to pray for me so that I , be able to present to you,the most unexpected story ever told ,in the form of my Book,as soon as possible.

I saw a dream, I had a vision,come help me make it a success,because there is a saying; "FIGHT FOR YOUR DREAMS AND YOUR DREAMS WILL FIGHT FOR YOU".....and I am fighting♥♥♥

♠Kites.......soaring high♠

Saw the film today,after days of waiting .Heard varied comments but had to see by myself how it shaped up and what i found out ,I was pleasantly surprised.

Acting stole the show,I must say.the story wasn't the strongest but the characters did justice to the content.CINEMATOGRAPHY  and PICTURIZATION  were the strong points barring the strongest point of the film i.e. THE HRITHIK ROSHAN,he was brilliant throughout ,till the end and with his acting kept the audience interested.the chemistry between BARBARA and HRITHIK took the center stage though I heard it being criticized by many.Many said the chemistry lacked the oomph but pardon me they should first take their own chemistry classes.The action sequences looked original and were well timed.The advent of Spanish in the indian films is also worth applauding.The critics and some of the viewers said that the film was shunned due to its more than required Spanish and English content,to which i would like to say it was a kind of crossover love story and the content and usage of the Spanish language were apt,subtitles in Hindi caused a bit of discomfort though but that much pain was worth while for such a nice film.Other stars also shone in their respective roles though i feel an actress of kangana's calibre should have been used a bit more.The music was beautiful to say the least and complememnted the scenes really well.As far as the dance sequence is concerned should i need to write when HRITHIK performed it,still was breathtaking.All together it was an HRITHIK-BARBARA film more than anything,I could just see them and their profound love.


Overall in a nutshell i would like to say,A PREDICTABLE STORY WITH UNPREDICTABLE CAMERA WORK AND ACTING ,A VISUAL DELIGHT ,A WELL ENACTED FILM MADE WITH LOT OF LOVE,PANACHE AND GRIT....SO IF U ARE A ROMANTIC MOVIE BUFF ,ITS A MUST AND EVEN IF NOT I WOULD SAY ITS A SURE ONE TIME WATCH.SO GO, WITH KITES ,RISE HIGH IN LOVE........................ 

♠♠♠My ratings  --- 7.5 out of 10  ♠♠♠

Theatre of odds

I played foul on streets of insanity,

Though the rumor reached me late,

Crouching under me was my solitude alive,

But Theatre of odds had me under its bait.

I tried to break free and succumbed in a way,

Though I fought  ,I wasn’t left a choice but to pay,

Things worsened out as I had on my face a false grin,

Can’t run though, Theatre of odds knew I committed a sin.

 Recalled I played a part once in the theatre,

Commissions were less and fortune were meager,

Had to part ways as I wanted peace to earn,

It didn’t leave me though and made my inner conscience burn.

I did wrong but I won’t be returning back,

Because the world I left was dark and pitch black,

Hated myself but now I do love my deeds,

 Theatre of odds fulfilled all my desires, but never met my needs.

She was here

I saw her face hidden beneath mine;

Her voice sounded better than the jingle of chime,

I didn’t look back for her treaded steps,

But ‘she was here’ awaiting me, vespers nine;

I followed what my heart said to me

With my friends, was I, shared my moment of glee

Felt nothing because my eyes were blind

That ‘she was here’ which I couldn’t see

My recital went well, where I sang a song

None applauded as what I chose was very wrong

I , with tears in heart, walked of the podium

Though ‘she was here’ holding my hand along

Wrath was my ally as it liked very few,

Flowing in me like collected drops of dew

Wrath closed my fists but said in seclusion

Yes ’she was here’ waiting just for you